rather shitty day

well, sometimes youre the windshield and sometimes youre the bug.
work as hard as you can, try to be the best girl ever and it just doesn't matter.
i hate it when simon calls me drunk. i hate being taken for granted at work. i hate hearing how busy every one is and how they can't help me. i hate being a stupid cog in a stupid company that doesnt care about me. i dont want to scream about what i have done and how i have grown the company. it falls on deaf ears. i hate working for someone who doesnt understand the industry i have worked in for almost 20 years and having to explain and re-explain business models, relationships, history, etc. over and over and over again. fuck, im not even hormonal.
i just have to keep on keeping on and it will pass. all will work out exactly like it is supposed to.