i dreamed of succulents

in the midst of a migraine-fogged stupor, i remember dreaming last night of the succulents in our garden exploding with growth. simon calls one the 'green rose'. it was huge and all the starters i have back there were growing before our eyes, completely transforming the patio into the garden i have always wanted. a million shades of green - fat, healthy huge succulents with their strange blooms and offshoots.

threads of the headache are slowly dissapating and clarity returns. the imitrix hangover leaves me with a not-unpleasant drowsiness, making it impossible to take anything too terribly seriously. driving home from work last night, i was so thankful that simon was with me. he kept the conversation going and helped me focus, so i wouldn't crash entirely. i cried at one point, so tired of these headaches and losing days to the fatigue. i want to be 100%. goint to phone the dr. to see if there are other tests that can be done or some kind of bizarre allergy that i may have that brings these episodes on. maybe it is just hormonal. i know its hereditary and remember my mothers valium filled days. thats what they prescribed for migraines in her day, leaving her with a nasty addiction that she kicked. we do just suck it up, all of us hating the medicines they give, although my particular cocktail does stop the uncontrollable vomiting and lets me sleep like the dead and lifts the pain.

Blakes video is done! www.laowillrise.com - how cool is that!
YOGA workshop this weekend - starts tonight and goes through tomorrow. hurrah!
then we go to an art thing, then on sunday, a music festival with lovely sus.
meanwhile much prep for the work trip to portugal...