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i had a perfect thanksgiving. it was so nice to suspend time and listen to Blake play guitar, cook with simon and take a walk together after.
so glad because today was a big fat drag. went into work, hoping to leave after a bit the rest of the world was off today, and had to be there for 10 hours. not very buddha like am i, today. fuck - you would think i could live on yesterday for a long time, but that place is just a downer.
home now and not going in all weekend. fuck that.
monday will come soon enough and i have a life that i love and a family i am crazy about. i will enjoy now and now and now. time for a movie with simon and an omelette. bless him. just bless him. and bless me. so fucking there.