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i tweaked my neck and it hurts like a mother. plus the new meds are making me tired.
simon is way depressed today - thinking of his dad. poor guy. i put in some hours this am, have meeting this afternoon and hope to go see Robbie Conal at the Getty with Simon tonight. must keep on keeping on.
do i want to do a production job part time for the next 12 weeks or so>? its with someone i have worked with before, it all extra $$ and would help with the credit think....hmmm.... have to decide before tomorrow afternoon.
watched The Grand Hotel last night - great melodrama. we got a coupla good docs out - Tibet and Riding Giants, which i could watch tonight too for that matter.
or i could do some yoga. or?

damn, this week i have wanted a smoke! almost 6 months, so strange how the urge hits one sometimes and it feels like the most natural thing to smoke. no way, not at this juncture.
sha-la-la....
i have a great idea for a v-day pressie for Simon!!! i made blake a muffler, but if i can pull this off before monday, i will be way stoked!