awards

the food was divine, the company wonderful, but i just dont care about Hollywood, the oscars, the movies, etc.
a film (documentary) i worked on won an award, so that was nice - bittersweet really; the film makers are big asses through and through, but i just dont care for the most part. my hujsband is fascinated and loves the whole thing, but again - all of this is still new for him and its like some writers version of disneyland i guess. i do want to see hotel rwanda and finding neverland. hmmm,grrrrr,grumble,grumble..... oh, well. today is a new day and i am busily laying plans and LIVING.

slept hard, Simon does not feel well, but he stayed up much later than me, flipping channels. if he wants this hollywood world, i will move heaven and earth so that he has his hearts desire, but (and i feel he knows this), its not my bag. at some point, i will move back to a small town or to the country and potter about there. we are truly a case of opposites attract, but yesterday when we went for our beach walk, i was so in love with him and the day, i thought my heart would burst. we rescued a starfish, dubbed him 'king of the starfishes' and made up long stories about him. we are so good together in that space! must do it more often.

i potted the flowers my mom sent over yesterday. hope they live this time. i fertilized, was gently with them, etc. also really want to try tomatoes this year. must research.

still dealing with mudslides here...