slightly better

surviving but feel like there has been a death AND i am irritable.
simon is safely in newcastle in a fleabag hotel that i hope that they move him out of tomorrow.
blake called today to make sure i was ok alone. shit. i have been on my own most of my life. i have been married now for 3 years and everyone thinks that i forgot how to take care of myself - its sweet though - he did the son thing - now mom,if you need someone to talk to or anything and you cant get hold of simon, call me, ok? sweet boy of mine.

going to watch 'i shot andy warhol' with lily tyler. with popcorn.
that red wine was heavy last night though and i am still a bit thick,..
going to meet up with a girlfriend tomorrow to trawl galleries before i go to the volunteer gig. keeping busy!!!
ugh, have to pay bills sometime this weekend. though. not tonight.

phew - whatta week.