easing aches
Monday, 12 May 2003 18:05![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
scotcheggcramps/lower back pain slowly sliding away. dusk approaching. achingly beautiful music - something baroque. i remember england with simon last year. the air, our love and lovemaking.
laughing and playing. looking at things and planning the life we have now. its beautiful - even when we are struggling. two very independant people in a union of the heart and mind. fiercely needing to maintain our seperate identities, but fearing that we will betray the other - how far does one go and when does compromise become submission? He is an athiest - i will never try to convert him, but its a sharp edge. his truth hurts so much at times and i know mine is too sweet and blind where the ones i love are concerned.
we want to support and help one another, not cripple and enable.
i love this life, though.
laughing and playing. looking at things and planning the life we have now. its beautiful - even when we are struggling. two very independant people in a union of the heart and mind. fiercely needing to maintain our seperate identities, but fearing that we will betray the other - how far does one go and when does compromise become submission? He is an athiest - i will never try to convert him, but its a sharp edge. his truth hurts so much at times and i know mine is too sweet and blind where the ones i love are concerned.
we want to support and help one another, not cripple and enable.
i love this life, though.
