no screens on the windows

i guess i woke simon up last night talking in my sleep about our guests falling from the windows in the hotel because there were no screens...
blake has had a car accident that scared us all quite badly. today we are getting him another car. it could have been much worse and all are fine, but i am shaken.
need to not be a baby about it and be a grown up...
so, i worked early today and we will take off in a few hours....
geez - a wake up call on how fragile it all is..

wednesday - later

im simply happy and want to record for posterity that life is a jewel and i fully recognize it.
all systems go, simon is now the owner of a drivers license, blake will have a recording contract and i have the possibility to do new good work.
its a balmy early summer day(finally!) and we are blessed.
its a dream come true - i am working in the office, simon is chatting with ben and working on his script in the other room and we are so blissful. what did we do to deserve this and how do we make it last?

aoposidfghsert

Well, i had a migraine last nigh, goddamnit, but i took the medicine early on and just went to sleep. woke up about an hour a go and so far, i feel great.hope i dont get a relapse today.
its so strange being in the place i am at work - in one way, i feel really free to express my opinions and push through stuff, cause i am leaving. i like this. it makes me look at my anger and really let it go as it really doesnt matter what i think of people and how they work. i do hate middle management. i pray that i get work in the future that allows me to contribute and do what i do well. the noise is receding.
today i have to restart the tree project and hand it over. i do not want to do this project at all, but want to see it done, so i have built the structure and just want to hand it off. i wish kate was awake so i could call her and talk about it.
Simon continues to be so focused on the script. another driving test today - white light on him and around him.
all i want to do is work on my new computer.
but guess for the time being I have to be focused on finishing up at this job.
i am excited and scared about whats next, but basically just want to hang with Simon and do yoga.
what a geek.