o monday

well, simon finished his script. he and blake are hanging blakes show. i am winding things down with the work thing and getting ready for the next thing...
had such strange weekend. nasty fucking migraine yesterday that consumed the day and most of the night. feel better today, slightly out of body.
want simon and blake to be home.
finished The Mummy Congress. amazing book. really feeling strange about the work issue. leaving isnt so bad, its this interim time that is a worry. i have sneaking suspicions that my salary is jacked, but need simon to help me sort this out.
ready to get on with things but fear is prevalant in my thoughts about what i am exactly doing. ready to work on the documentary but as charming and enthusiastic as my future employers may be, i fear that i may be waiting for awhile...
so with my hormonal, post headache self, i carry on...
wish i had the direction that simon had...