nasty dreams right before i woke up - fading now and not fast enough. this fucking harridan that i have completely seperated myself from professionaly and personally showed up at my house and tried to get my son to go with her. there is mondo bad shit between us and i work hard to exorcise that ghost. maybe dreaming about it helps cleanse it out of my head. i sure hope so. i was a friend, a good friend to this woman for years and years and found out that she betrayed me every which way from sunday. i have not seen or talked to her for close to a year and my goal in this situation is to never be in the same state as she is. it helps to write it out also.
sheesh. a friend of mine back east is losing her job in a month. have to talk to her to find out what is going on - she is busy for a few hours. worried about her. its all about budgets, etc.
she has a great attitude all in all though, but i can hear it in her voice and read between the lines in her emails...
ok, i am going to work out, just because i can and soon, i will be at a desk at 8 am on a wed. morning.
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