migraine

headache hangovers are the worst.
these things leave me fucked up for days - all depressed and feeling out of sync. have been doing yoga, meditating and breathing to keep me in my body. very moody, which sucks.
we went to see the new jim jarmusch film tonight - broken flowers. really wonderful and a good thing to do. ued my kcrw card and got a discount.

didnt eat all day, though and am starving. down a whole size ! hurrah! the size 8 is totally comfortable! exercise and eating right
the whole walking thing works too.
have been working too many hours, but i am grateful to have a job. simon has a ton of freelance - its a season of busy for us.

we are talking to a lender and have decided that if we are to live here for a couple more years while si finishes school we have to invest rather than pissing rent away every month. so we have a lender and an agent working on stuff for us. this make me have anxiety attacks. i have a rash and my ears itch from talking to these folks. and thinking about owing so much money. i really want a place of my own though. always have.
its the adult thing to do.

be glad when the migraine fog clears. havent had one in months and this one kicked me arse. poor simon.

Miss my kid terribly, but we are talking alot. he is really loving what he is doing which is worth more than money.
ging to read and eat now.