hummm, ummm
Monday, 3 March 2003 20:19![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
ever since i have started to meditate, i get clear visualizations - a rocky beach, a treehouse, a golden pear. lately with this yin yoga i practice, its a beautiful, mossy cave with clear pools and statues of shiva, quan yin and ganesha - all with garlands and depending on where my head(and heart) are, i sit quietly, babble on, swim or drape wreaths around them. i can hear water drip, not unpleasantly and it gets foggy or clear again depending on the chatter in my head. its a beautiful environment and i long to get back there as soon as the meditation is over.
but then, i am back to roaring to get attention in the work place - although i have to say today was satisfying in some way - i made some progress(from starting the day wanting to quit to being ok with the situation).
my husband just phoned from NY - from a bar in the lower east side - with his art buddies. he is too far away and i really miss him.
so its la tomorrow bright and early for meetings and the corporate stuff.
i want to be a coach potato and will do so.
but then, i am back to roaring to get attention in the work place - although i have to say today was satisfying in some way - i made some progress(from starting the day wanting to quit to being ok with the situation).
my husband just phoned from NY - from a bar in the lower east side - with his art buddies. he is too far away and i really miss him.
so its la tomorrow bright and early for meetings and the corporate stuff.
i want to be a coach potato and will do so.
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2003-03-03 23:37 (UTC)no subject
2003-03-04 15:21 (UTC)it keeps me sane.