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scotcheggxmas stress.
simon in pain, but i brought him his meds and he took VICADIN at WORK.
we have a proper date tonight - will see if he is up to it, poor baby. i was so pissed when i found out that he did not get the scripts filled last night - he needs the antibiotics - he just blew it all off, bit the bullet like a good brit and drank a bottle of wine. by the time if got home, the xmas tree was up and blazingly beautiful and we had a lovely evening. i cant get too mad, i just dont want him to get sicker and anything oral is sketchy...
sigh. ran around this morning. did a bare minimum here and there for my clients, will keyword in a bit, but want to get all ready for amy. we may get to see blake too before he leaves. hurrah.
been thinking (and feeling)alot about anger. trying to come to terms with it, reading and studying Buddhist thought and working on this documentary about the native americans is really deeply moving. so wronged and so patient. if they had acted out of anger, they would have flamed out years ago, but i think that they are really getting close to getting some of what is due them - and its a gentle, never ending, strong perserverence. a different way.
i am keeping this close to my spirit and trying to absorb this. what have i to be angry about really? not alot when one observes the planet. we are so spoiled - buncha white folks all pissy if our coffee is cold.
i am working on a cool xmas thing for simon. need to power on it today a little later.
if there is a greater, higher power, i hope she smiles on my flailings and knows that i am trying.
simon in pain, but i brought him his meds and he took VICADIN at WORK.
we have a proper date tonight - will see if he is up to it, poor baby. i was so pissed when i found out that he did not get the scripts filled last night - he needs the antibiotics - he just blew it all off, bit the bullet like a good brit and drank a bottle of wine. by the time if got home, the xmas tree was up and blazingly beautiful and we had a lovely evening. i cant get too mad, i just dont want him to get sicker and anything oral is sketchy...
sigh. ran around this morning. did a bare minimum here and there for my clients, will keyword in a bit, but want to get all ready for amy. we may get to see blake too before he leaves. hurrah.
been thinking (and feeling)alot about anger. trying to come to terms with it, reading and studying Buddhist thought and working on this documentary about the native americans is really deeply moving. so wronged and so patient. if they had acted out of anger, they would have flamed out years ago, but i think that they are really getting close to getting some of what is due them - and its a gentle, never ending, strong perserverence. a different way.
i am keeping this close to my spirit and trying to absorb this. what have i to be angry about really? not alot when one observes the planet. we are so spoiled - buncha white folks all pissy if our coffee is cold.
i am working on a cool xmas thing for simon. need to power on it today a little later.
if there is a greater, higher power, i hope she smiles on my flailings and knows that i am trying.
