strange days
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scotcheggblake in Nashville - called this am and just wanted to chat. i told him we could fly him home for xmas, but he wants to hang there, but he is homesick. talked alot about his grampa and how he wants to spend a week with him in the spring, working in his woodshop and on the farm. made me cry. i do love that boy. he is so far away....sigh...
simon talked to his mum this am before work. she is having a heart thing and is on new meds. her dr. wanted her in the hospital for observation, but she doesnt want to go until after the holidays. she is at her daughters and sounds good, but simon had that worried thing on his forehead. its sad for him. irst xmas without his dad. xmas was a favorite of his dads. phew.
so glad amy is here and we have fun things planned. i am making a BIG breakfast tomorrow - french toast and juice, etc. then we are going on a hike - its a tradition. i will take a picture of Blake with me and we will take a shot of me with the photo and email it to him.
where is my sis?mia. i sent a package to her and the kids, but havent heard anything, despite several calls. geez i know she is having a tough time, but she really can be awful to the rest of the family. i could get really pissed about this, but i wont.
a couple of simons presents did not get here but it still will be nice for him. very small things this xmas, thats ok. i dont like all th fuss, just like being with friends and family.
lets get through this heavy time - cant wait until he is off work tonight. ill make a curry tonight with amy for him...have a drink and we will build the gingerbread house..
okay, its all going to be ok
simon talked to his mum this am before work. she is having a heart thing and is on new meds. her dr. wanted her in the hospital for observation, but she doesnt want to go until after the holidays. she is at her daughters and sounds good, but simon had that worried thing on his forehead. its sad for him. irst xmas without his dad. xmas was a favorite of his dads. phew.
so glad amy is here and we have fun things planned. i am making a BIG breakfast tomorrow - french toast and juice, etc. then we are going on a hike - its a tradition. i will take a picture of Blake with me and we will take a shot of me with the photo and email it to him.
where is my sis?mia. i sent a package to her and the kids, but havent heard anything, despite several calls. geez i know she is having a tough time, but she really can be awful to the rest of the family. i could get really pissed about this, but i wont.
a couple of simons presents did not get here but it still will be nice for him. very small things this xmas, thats ok. i dont like all th fuss, just like being with friends and family.
lets get through this heavy time - cant wait until he is off work tonight. ill make a curry tonight with amy for him...have a drink and we will build the gingerbread house..
okay, its all going to be ok
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2005-03-04 22:45 (UTC)its now a friends only journal.
I'm so glad it's not. I saw a comment you left in the Migraines group and was intrigued by the ouija board icon you had so I thought I'd peek in on you. I have very much enjoyed being part of your thoughts. Thank you.
Nice to know there is someone else in the world who seems like they are truly in love. My husband & I have been marred for 21 years. Feels like days.
i want our own house. with windows and a garden and a fireplace with hardwood floors and a porch. a studio for simon, a little office for me. a tree or two and room for a veggie plot and just maybe a dog. a nice place, nice neighbors, room to have parties...
oh i want the world, who am i kidding...
Don't we all and don't ever give up that dream. I've been out of work for almost a year (March 25th). I want to live in a 15 room castle myself, big overgrown trees to block most of the dreadful sun, coyotes roaming out back singing at night.
You mentioned in one post you have a cat. Do you have a page on catster.com?
Did you end up going anywhere for your anniversary in January?
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2005-03-04 23:23 (UTC)we went away for one night in January - it was so nice. i was a single mom and raised my son alone. then almost 5 years ago now, i met Simon and we fell in love. we are 2 forty sumthin's that act like kids most of the time, but we are having a great time. i am in love and grateful everyday for it. we have our moments, like everyone, but its great. congratulations on being married for 21 years - thats wonderful.
i am 'underemployed ' at the moment - been freelancing since last august. would love to make it as a freelancer, but am looking for permanent work - we need the health insurance and just cannot afford it... plus - i will work for a bit on my own, but then if i get bored, i am fooling around online, like now! :)
thanks for reading my journal - i really have come to rely on it - i used to write in a journal every day but this LJ thing is great. the migraines community has really helped me alot - just to know that there are other people out there who know what its like.
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2005-03-05 01:17 (UTC)I'm sure Heloise is a pretty little girl. You know tht all calicos are female?
I make gingerbread houses every year. Still want to experiment making one that looks like a castle.