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scotcheggfoggy today, despite much good news. Simon gets his work/travel permit in 2 weeks. hmmmm. i got info on a teacher training program i want to take. got to talk to blake. si's friends will be here in a few hours. he is buzzing around all happy. we have the place in order and are having a few friends around tomorrow night.
cant stand the news of the war - its always there, like a migraine about to explode.
fuck.
going to go practice in a bit - deep in thought today. what will it be like for us building a life together? so far, its way smooth. we have money, but we both want to challenge ourselves and it is time for me to leave this job and do something else.
its fine when i am at home, but not so good on meeting days. im just not a big joiner and hate those meetings. will absolutely take the high road and give plenty of notice. just not a good fit for either me or the company anymore. i dont want bitter, bad attitude feelings. if i am gonna fight for stuff, its gotta be something i believe in heart and soul and i just really dont care about alot of stuff work related. oh, i do it and its all good work, but empty. what is wrong with me anyway?
maybe nothing.
oh well...
cant stand the news of the war - its always there, like a migraine about to explode.
fuck.
going to go practice in a bit - deep in thought today. what will it be like for us building a life together? so far, its way smooth. we have money, but we both want to challenge ourselves and it is time for me to leave this job and do something else.
its fine when i am at home, but not so good on meeting days. im just not a big joiner and hate those meetings. will absolutely take the high road and give plenty of notice. just not a good fit for either me or the company anymore. i dont want bitter, bad attitude feelings. if i am gonna fight for stuff, its gotta be something i believe in heart and soul and i just really dont care about alot of stuff work related. oh, i do it and its all good work, but empty. what is wrong with me anyway?
maybe nothing.
oh well...
