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wed. child is full of grace
Wednesday, 14 June 2006 21:41well i will be 46 on friday.
my goal was to be healthier at 50 than i was at 40. so i quit smoking and despite all the ups and downs of life, really feel better - except for the migraines and menopausal stuff.
i have done advanced yoga classes all week after working 9 and 10 hour days. i chanted almost every day too. we are completely redoing our house, alot of it ourselves. i want my husband as badly today as when i met him. he still makes me laugh and while we are very different people he is the one that i want to be with.
my son is amazing - musician and poet, he marches to his own drum and saves money better than anyone else i know.
i would rather read a book than talk to most people. i love music and have strange taste - punk, classical, rock and roll, all of it.
i do like the work i am doing but someday will quit and make my own projects - documentary films i hope.
i get really dark and depressed but i do believe overall. i love the mystery, the unknown and the what ifs. all the things i cannot touch or see, but those things that i feel are the best. no judgement, just possibility.
we laugh alot and cry sometimes.
i deplore this war and most politicians. there is alot of wrong and stupidity in this world, but some right also.
i would have another baby if i could.
i promise my self that i will circle the globe at least once and visit the pyramids in egypt and in mexico. i will have a real herb garden and make my own potions.
and i will get a tattoo. the ol' bum is not so flabby yet.
here is to me and to all the women i know who are at a crossroads. to life and to all we can aspire to.
my goal was to be healthier at 50 than i was at 40. so i quit smoking and despite all the ups and downs of life, really feel better - except for the migraines and menopausal stuff.
i have done advanced yoga classes all week after working 9 and 10 hour days. i chanted almost every day too. we are completely redoing our house, alot of it ourselves. i want my husband as badly today as when i met him. he still makes me laugh and while we are very different people he is the one that i want to be with.
my son is amazing - musician and poet, he marches to his own drum and saves money better than anyone else i know.
i would rather read a book than talk to most people. i love music and have strange taste - punk, classical, rock and roll, all of it.
i do like the work i am doing but someday will quit and make my own projects - documentary films i hope.
i get really dark and depressed but i do believe overall. i love the mystery, the unknown and the what ifs. all the things i cannot touch or see, but those things that i feel are the best. no judgement, just possibility.
we laugh alot and cry sometimes.
i deplore this war and most politicians. there is alot of wrong and stupidity in this world, but some right also.
i would have another baby if i could.
i promise my self that i will circle the globe at least once and visit the pyramids in egypt and in mexico. i will have a real herb garden and make my own potions.
and i will get a tattoo. the ol' bum is not so flabby yet.
here is to me and to all the women i know who are at a crossroads. to life and to all we can aspire to.
